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Post by violentlittlesister on Jan 22, 2012 6:15:12 GMT -5
Oh my god.
I have never felt so upset in my whole entire life.
I'm going to sound like a drama queen. SO, recently I got into Homestuck. I'm in Act 2. My friend suggested I got on Trollmegle, and I did.
Roleplaying as Belarus as Hetalia. I might as well had roleplayed someone whom I was very familiar with, so I did.
Majority of my roleplay partners were actually pretty nice. Until one. It was a Dave Strider roleplayer - totally in-character, and being the Dave fangirl I was... I was pretty much taken with him/her (the roleplayer). I pretty much had a fun time, we both being in character.
Until, you know, when s/he had to go. They said, "oh and one more thing"
I waited. It had to be a long message, since it took long for them to post what they had to say.
And there it was. Shit. It was like a slap of reality at my face. I knew TrollMegle had a lot of trolls, and some fans hated Hetalia. But really. I'll concede, I did cry a little, but I do need to suck it up, y'know.
The roleplayer didn't make me hate Dave - but I was kind of wary of Homestuck roleplayers after that.
Why can't Homestuck and Hetalia fans get along.fuq
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Post by cheshacatt on Jan 22, 2012 15:19:56 GMT -5
Oh, hcatm ;___; Hope you're feeling better <3 Dang Cici, that is not a problem I know a lot about so I can't really help but I hope you feel better soon Anyway OH LORD I HAVE EXAMS COMING UP and basically I am quite nervous. Not really anything I need to vent about, just making it known that this is why I'm being all rubbish and absent :')
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Post by professorpineapple on Jan 22, 2012 15:34:41 GMT -5
Aw, Cici. You're one of those unfortunate people who's sane and reasonable, but also part of two of the worst fandoms in internet history XD
It's hard out there for a Hetalia fan :<
Good luck on your exams, Chesha! I believe in you!
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Post by cheshacatt on Jan 22, 2012 15:56:52 GMT -5
D'aww thank you Prof <3 Luckily I can retake, which is good since everything's been all up in the air this term, so not going to beat myself up if I do badly :')
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Post by violentlittlesister on Jan 22, 2012 16:30:18 GMT -5
Thanks, guys ;m; Um, if you guys want, I could even quote them. It's kind of long though.
Oh! Chesha, good luck on your exams! QAQ I'm not gonna face those until two years from now but they sound /scary/.
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Post by Memai on Jan 24, 2012 7:29:52 GMT -5
Holy shit I'm sick ;_____; Ugh, I hate head colds so much. SO MUCH. Plus I'm still not talking to my boyfriend and he doesn't seem to be letting the act up any time soon 9____9 Man, oh man.
Also, Cici, just forget about 'em ;> I know it may sting, but I'm sure you were calm and reasonable and didn't start throwing more oil into the flame :> Try not to provoke them and let them laugh it up like the trolls they are :>
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Post by violentlittlesister on Jan 24, 2012 20:57:19 GMT -5
oh gog Mems, get better, my babbu. Get over that cold! I got one this weekend too so I understand the feeling.
Oho, I definitely wouldn't start feeding to them. >>;; But they did leave before I got to say anything. Aha.
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Post by cheshacatt on Apr 12, 2012 16:27:48 GMT -5
Hnnnnnnnnnng. Okay, I'm sorry to make a scene about it, I just want to apologise for not being online for so long. Everything's been a bit busy and will continue to get busier, so I tend to just forget, and I am sorry for this ;__;
I am so out of the loop at the minute it's actually ridiculous but I'll brush up! Promise! ;D
I know that wasn't really a vent, I just thought I'd let y'all know, I miss you guys ;;
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Post by Memai on Apr 12, 2012 19:21:55 GMT -5
Ahhhh Beth please don't worry about it ; w; You know where to find us anyway, life's been pretty cray for the rest of us too ;; *hugsotight*
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Post by Bubonic Plague on Apr 12, 2012 21:17:11 GMT -5
I guess I could say something to get it off my chest.
This is a venting thread, so I maybe I could let something out.
I do not vent anger, because I rarely get angry anymore. However I do wish to let out my anxiety.
I don't mean to get in anyone's way or anything. I just get so anxious.
I was anxious when I talked to Memai on chat. My heart had a deep beat as you talked to me.
I even remember the time when I was criticized for being OOC with Juri, and when I saw the post, my heart was beating so fast to the point where I was shaking. I have never reacted over something so small in life like that before. I mean, I know it's just RP. RP is for fun, not a life-type thing. Well, it is for some people. I'm kind of that person now.
The thing is that I try to find a hobby that keeps me busy and motivated. It's part of being in therapy. I'm just so attached to this that it seems to be important to me.
And when I was complaining and trying to explain things, I was nervous the whole time. I wasn't crying or being sad. It was all anxiety. Wide eyes, panic, thinking, "OH MY GOD! OH MY GOD! WHAT THE FUCK AM I DOING!? I'M MESSING THINGS UP! NEED TO FIX THINGS NOW!"
I'm even hesitant to reply to comments to understand one's feelings. I just don't know how other people will react on here, or if I'm saying something that will mean anything to the user. I want to better communicate on here.
I didn't mean to be whiney or annoying at all. I just didn't understand most things on here, which is why I'm trying to keep up with rules and certain things meant to be read.
Maybe I could make friends on here? Da? Net?
I don't know...
I just wanted to let this out.
And I don't mean to interrupt any other immediate posts on this thread.
Sorry if I did...
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Post by UnknownTerritory on Apr 12, 2012 21:43:35 GMT -5
@beth Life can be a bitch. Take your time, lovely.
@mila's RPer (Im too jittery to go back and check it now) Just Just Accept the crits. We're not here to hate on you. We don't want to see you fall to your doom. We're not here to make fun of you. We're also not here to give you lies about how we feel. If we see something wrong, we will call you out on it. It helps you in the long run. It took me awhile to realize that. Just just fuck stop getting so freaked out over the crits. Dont get so upset over them. We're not going to come to your house and beat the fucking daylights out of you if you don't do it right. You'll only be banned if you're a cunt like Nick or Sammy. Read what they did to see what not to do.
@my Vent FUCKSHITFUCKSHIT FUUUUUCCCKKKKK
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Post by Bubonic Plague on Apr 12, 2012 22:07:33 GMT -5
No, no, no!
I didn't mean to upset you Unknown, or is it Terry? Not with the anxiety post, just what your condition is now.
I'm here to listen to your vent.
Jittery?
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Post by UnknownTerritory on Apr 12, 2012 22:12:11 GMT -5
NO FUCK I JUST YOU DIDNT DO IT ITS JUST FUCK
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Post by professorpineapple on Apr 12, 2012 22:12:24 GMT -5
No rush, Beth! But I do miss seeing your lovely characters hanging around. ; w;
Kras, you're literally the only person freaking out about your posting. Your last few posts were fine. You don't have to write a novel, just keep the thread consistent. Nothing to have a heart attack over.
EDIT;; TERR WHAT?? O:
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Post by UnknownTerritory on Apr 12, 2012 22:19:20 GMT -5
BEST FRIEND ADMITTED HE LIKES ME HAS FOR MONTHS HAS A GIRLFRIEND HE WANTS TO BREAK UP WITH HER WE'RE KINDASORTA FRIENDS FUCK LIFE WHY WHY FUCK SHIT MOTHERFUCKING
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